67143) Sometimes I wonder if my friends know that when they call me stupid, lazy or fat I just eat less and cut more (even though they are “joking”). Sometimes I wonder if they know I’m sick. Sometimes I want to tell my best friend but i don’t think she’d believe me. Her relative has an eating disorder and is a lot thinner than me so she might think I am too fat to have an eating disorder. I just want to tell her but I just can’t.
(Source: confessionsabouteatingdisorders, via waitingfor-weightless)